Compassion or Condemnation
That behavior must be condemned in the most vociferous manner.
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Marianne -:- Compassion or condemnation? -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 02:57:58 (GMT)

__ Helen -:- Compassion or condemnation? -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 02:38:43 (GMT)

__ Joe -:- Great Marianne....to Website Admin? -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 21:53:28 (GMT)

__ __ Website Admin -:- Great idea, would you help? -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 07:58:23 (GMT)

__ __ __ bill -:- Bad idea, the whole thing needs a rewrite. An edit -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:32:50 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ Selene -:- I was thinking this too bill -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:42:05 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ bill -:- selene ot -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:49:04 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ Selene -:- I'm confused -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 23:02:09 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ bill -:- I'm -:- Thurs, Oct 26, 2000 at 12:04:46 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Selene -:- the post was good -:- Thurs, Oct 26, 2000 at 16:54:23 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ bill -:- People come to the door of the website and if we.. -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:40:10 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ bill -:- If Mike Dettmers makes a comprehensive factual -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:45:37 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ Marianne -:- No offense taken -:- Thurs, Oct 26, 2000 at 05:10:16 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ bill -:- No offense taken -:- Thurs, Oct 26, 2000 at 12:08:43 (GMT)

__ __ __ Joe -:- Sure, I'll work with Marianne....(nt) -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 17:34:02 (GMT)

__ TD -:- Brilliant Marianne - thanks v.m. (nt) -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 16:09:31 (GMT)

__ Katie -:- Thanks, Marianne. Jean-Michel - BEST OF FORUM? nt -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 12:51:40 (GMT)

__ __ Jean-Michel -:- Definitely ***** Best of Forum ***** rated -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 13:33:58 (GMT)

__ __ __ Happy -:- Definitely ***** Best of Forum ***** rated -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 15:42:03 (GMT)

__ DeProGram Anand Ji -:- Compassion or condemnation? -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 09:53:24 (GMT)

__ __ Interesting DPGAJ -:- Compassion or condemnation? -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 00:13:30 (GMT)

__ __ __ Marianne -:- I feel quite liberated, thank you -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 00:33:48 (GMT)

__ __ Selene -:- was it Dante's Inferno? -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 18:12:50 (GMT)

__ __ carol -:- Higher up the ladder/harder the fall -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 17:00:09 (GMT)

__ __ gerry -:- Oh please, gag me with a spoon, dude -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 14:59:15 (GMT)

__ Roger eDrek -:- Marianne, obviously you haven't seen this yet -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 04:18:59 (GMT)

__ __ janet -:- remember-Travolta is a top “$”cientologist -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 08:58:50 (GMT)

__ __ Ana T -:- Thanks Roger and a sub-note to Michael -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 22:00:22 (GMT)

__ __ Michael Dettmers -:- Marianne, obviously you haven't seen this yet -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 13:16:40 (GMT)

__ __ __ Roger eDrek -:- You are quite welcome. (nt) -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 20:26:56 (GMT)

__ __ Tonette -:- Why Roger? -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 04:26:53 (GMT)

__ __ __ Roger eDrek -:- Why Roger? -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:26:51 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ Susan -:- thanks Roger -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 14:32:29 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ Selene -:- Why Roger? -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:31:58 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ Roger eDrek -:- Why Roger? -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:35:27 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ Know It All -:- Redemption -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:37:15 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ Selene -:- Redemption -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:49:01 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Know It All -:- Selene: the Movie - OT -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:54:00 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Selene -:- of course he is!!! after all don't forget -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:55:11 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Roger eDrek -:- I've got Kate Winslett and Leonardo D. signed up -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:02:27 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Scott T. -:- I've got Kate Winslett and Leonardo D. signed up -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:43:52 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Selene -:- that is awful! -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 17:29:28 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Selene -:- well, ok -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:06:44 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Selene -:- FA - missing words? -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 17:14:07 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Know It All -:- of course he is!!! OT -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:57:17 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Selene -:- no not me -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:00:30 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Jenn -:- well, I was a cheerleader...ot -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 14:38:11 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ a0aji -:- well, I was a cheerleader...ot -:- Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 00:01:47 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ Selene -:- well, I was a cheerleader...oops -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 15:39:43 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ __ KIA -:- Thank Goddess! Nt -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:03:32 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ Roger eDrek -:- Redemption = Selling a Yacht or a Plane -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:47:54 (GMT)

__ Tonette -:- I liked that -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:50:20 (GMT)

__ __ Scott T. -:- It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood... -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:18:21 (GMT)

__ __ __ Susan -:- :) Scott love your posts lately! (nt) -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 14:34:02 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ Scott T. -:- :) Scott love your posts lately! (nt) -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 19:16:10 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ a0aji -:- :) Scott love your posts lately! (yes text) -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 19:41:05 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ Scott T. -:- Don't call us Shirley. -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 21:05:48 (GMT)

__ __ __ __ __ __ __ a0aji -:- hehe -nt- (was: Don't call us Shirley.) -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 21:17:37 (GMT)

__ __ bill -:- I liked that -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 04:17:21 (GMT)

__ Jim -:- Right on the money, Marianne -- literally (nt) -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:25:06 (GMT)

__ Susan -:- eloquent, incredible Marianne (nt) -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:22:42 (GMT)

__ Cynthia -:- Definitely Condemnation -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:10:05 (GMT)

__ __ Marianne -:- Thanks -:- Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:46:29 (GMT)

Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 02:57:58 (GMT)
From: Marianne
Email: MarianneDB@aol.com
To: Everyone
Subject: Compassion or condemnation?
Message:

I have been an active contributor on this forum for about a year and a half. I've come to love and appreciate the many permutations the discussions here take, and have developed personal relationships with a number of the regulars here. I've been preoccupied with my work lately, but I have been riveted to the discussions concerning Michael Dettmers' disclosures about M, DLM/EV, the ashrams, M's insatiable greed, drug use and attitude towards those close to him and below him. These disclosures and the discussions which they have prompted are moving our understanding of the cult and M forward as never before.

I want to offer my personal thanks to Michael for making these posts. I was very skeptical of Michael for a long time. In the beginning of his contacts with some exes, I had the feeling that he was trying to steer a safe course between 2 worlds, because he had not fully rejected the M/cult world, nor had he cast his lot with the exes -- thus fully sealing his fate forevermore as an adversary of M, EV, and old friends. I now feel that I was correct in this assessment. This is not meant as a criticism. Michael had to go through the same process of confronting his experience with the cult that the rest of us did. It seems to me that he had not really dealt with many of the issues often discussed on the forum because he lived a very different life in the cult than most of us did. To Michael's credit, he seems to have grasped the enormity of the harm done to those of us who were the foot soldier devotees, who lived in the ashrams, gave up the best years of our lives and money, and were left with the chimera of a life when we departed the cult. That he has called upon M to apologize and to provide restitution to those who deserve it is remarkable, and no doubt is considered heresy in Malibu. I say, 'Right on, Michael. Keep those posts coming!'

This brings me to the topic of this post. We have had an on-going discussion on the forum about we view M's ultimate responsibility for the mantle he assumed at a young age. Anth and others have said that they felt M was, in a sense, a victim of circumstance, having been told since he was a child that he was the Lord. Thus, his behavior has to been seen in that context, and we should have some compassion and understanding for him as a result.

Others have argued that even if M was born into this situation, he knew and was involved in the machinations to retain and consolidate his power as early as 16 when he married Marolyn and then presided over the banishment of his mother and brothers to India. They argue that M taking control of DLM in the US and Europe demonstrates his true and predominant attitude about the affairs of the cult: as a money making machine for him. Therefore, he is to be condemned.

As most of you know, I represent inmates on death row in California who have been sentenced to die. I take these cases in the last stages of review in an attempt to stave off execution and obtain a new trial for my clients. Day in, day out, I deal with the meaning of compassion and condemnation, who deserves which, and why. It is very hard work, but I have learned more about the nature of compassion and redemption in my years of working with society's outcasts than that fraud could ever hope to know himself.

I do not have compassion for Prem Pal Rawat. I condemn him. I make this harsh judgment because Rawat has had every material comfort, every societal benefit, every desire -- even those others imagine he might have -- satisfied at every step of his life. What has he done with these never ending benefits? How has he treated those around him? What human suffering has he really addressed? We now know that he is a greedy, self centered little man who has an insatiable lust for power and material objects, no matter at what human cost. To me, that behavior, over so many, many years, must be condemned in the most vociferous manner, especially when we read here every day of the damage done in large and small ways to those who devoted their lives to him. I especially believe that Rawat and EV should pay hundreds of thousands of dollars to Abi and the other victims of sexual abuse by Mahatma Jagdeo. That Rawat continues to shun financial and corporate responsibility for the serial child molester he allowed to wander the planet is the most blatant example of his unwillingness to take responsibility for the lives he once embraced when it was financially beneficial, and then flung away when it was no longer convenient.

I have compassion for my clients because they had nothing in their lives. I do not condone the taking of any life. These cases are a tragedy for all touched by them. But my clients were used and abused every step of their lives and knew no other way. They deserve compassion.

Rawat deserves condemnation. He has more than earned mine.

Marianne

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 02:38:43 (GMT)
From: Helen
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: Compassion or condemnation?
Message:

Hey Marianne
That was a great post. You have said it so succinctly and yet with such passion. I came over here to lurk a bit, and read yours first thing. Thanks so much for posting it.
Helen

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 21:53:28 (GMT)
From: Joe
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: Great Marianne....to Website Admin?
Message:

I think Marianne's post might be an excellent introduction to the website. I think it is a good summation of what many of us feel, and the conclusions we have reached, so far, based on what has been discussed and disclosed on this website over the past 3 years. What do you think? It might make a good addition to that slightly dated, monkey-hand-in-the-jar explanation. I mean, that's good, but Marianne is talking about the concrete stuff, and she says it very clearly.

I would add just one thing to what Marianne wrote. As to Maharaji's responsbility, one reason that I think he isn't just a victim of his bizarre upbringing and being surrounded by sychophants, is that he is now 42 and has had ample time to realize that he not only isn't divine, that he is, in fact, quite limited, and that his main priorities are, in fact, his own wealth and lifestyle. I think it's just logical that he would have realized that by now, even if he didn't realize it 25 years ago.

Also, he has taken actions/made changes, that indicate to me that he understands that what he did in the 70s and 80s was outrageous, at least in hindsight, because if he didn't think so, he wouldn't have toned things down. His own actions are indications that he is quite aware of the things he has done, that they were wrong, but he just refuses to acknowledge that.

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 07:58:23 (GMT)
From: Website Admin
Email: None
To: Joe
Subject: Great idea, would you help?
Message:

I can't just take the whole post and copy it on the introduction page.

Would you edit it so that it fits there?

Jean-Michel

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:32:50 (GMT)
From: bill
Email: None
To: Website Admin
Subject: Bad idea, the whole thing needs a rewrite. An edit
Message:

is not called for. It needs rewriting. Tailored for its new purpose.

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:42:05 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: bill
Subject: I was thinking this too bill
Message:

There are only a few paragraphs that do not reference Michael directly or Marianne.
And those paragraphs are very good. But an intro should not contain any one or two individuals history or perpective IMO.
btw having now been a couch critic I'll help if anyone wants.

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:49:04 (GMT)
From: bill
Email: None
To: Selene
Subject: selene ot
Message:

did you see anonomousie?
I kind of wrote that for you.

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 23:02:09 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: bill
Subject: I'm confused
Message:

You were anonomousie or you wrote the post about anonomousie for me?
I did read it. I wanted to respond but it was so powerful and I was not sure if I was being attacked or supported :)

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Date: Thurs, Oct 26, 2000 at 12:04:46 (GMT)
From: bill
Email: None
To: Selene
Subject: I'm
Message:

Jim wrote from his computer under the name anonomousie.
He was funny and brought that character to life.
He announced he had kicked her off his computer and out of his house. She was his housekeeper.

I dusted her off and gave her life again.
I would use her to razz Jim and make him laugh.
I thought the post was in support of your conversation to Jim and also I poked fun at him about ther complaints he had gotten (the Nigel post ect).
Maybe the post was not so good. I did think it was at the time.
Maybe his humor side is not receptive to a roast.

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Date: Thurs, Oct 26, 2000 at 16:54:23 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: bill
Subject: the post was good
Message:

I just didn't get it :)

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:40:10 (GMT)
From: bill
Email: None
To: bill
Subject: People come to the door of the website and if we..
Message:

greet them with a condemnation post with an abridged version
of the reasons why, what help are we doing them?

They have to slowly review the evidence and adjust to the shock to thier system that ANYONE would criticise someone whom they had previously only heard good things about.

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 22:45:37 (GMT)
From: bill
Email: None
To: bill
Subject: If Mike Dettmers makes a comprehensive factual
Message:

report on rawat, and leaves the condemnation or compassion to the reader to indulge in based on thier capacity to adjust to the new info, that would be ideal.

Nothing against your post, but preaching to the choir is one thing and talking to the the new visitor is another.

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Date: Thurs, Oct 26, 2000 at 05:10:16 (GMT)
From: Marianne
Email: None
To: bill
Subject: No offense taken
Message:

bill: I have no problem with any of the comments in this regard.


Marianne

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Date: Thurs, Oct 26, 2000 at 12:08:43 (GMT)
From: bill
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: No offense taken
Message:

I really respect you and hope my late night commments didnt get out of line.

Im just going to hope and assume that I wasnt disrespectful or anything like that. Glad you spoke to let me off the hook of concern!

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 17:34:02 (GMT)
From: Joe
Email: None
To: Website Admin
Subject: Sure, I'll work with Marianne....(nt)
Message:

nt

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 16:09:31 (GMT)
From: TD
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: Brilliant Marianne - thanks v.m. (nt)
Message:

nt

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 12:51:40 (GMT)
From: Katie
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: Thanks, Marianne. Jean-Michel - BEST OF FORUM? nt
Message:

nt

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 13:33:58 (GMT)
From: Jean-Michel
Email: None
To: Katie
Subject: Definitely ***** Best of Forum ***** rated
Message:

but I wait until the archive page is available.

That saves me lots of trouble for the page's layout!

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 15:42:03 (GMT)
From: Happy
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: Definitely ***** Best of Forum ***** rated
Message:

Marianne,
Wonderful post. Thanks.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 09:53:24 (GMT)
From: DeProGram Anand Ji
Email: not given
To: Marianne
Subject: Compassion or condemnation?
Message:

I have mixed fieelings about this subject condemnation or compassion. None of really know what it must be like to have the kind of absolute power Maharaj Ji has or how difficult it must be for him to make the decision to give that kind of power up? I have to ask myself in all fairness how many of us really think that we would willingly give up all that kind of wealth and power if we were in Maharaj Ji's shoes. Sadly, knowing what I think I do know about human nature, I sincerely doubt that any of us of us actually would be able to make that kind of a sacrifice. Remember the old saying ' all power corrupts, but absolute power corrupts absolutely.' I believe that applies in this case. I am not advocating excusing his self-centered behavior or letting M off the hook as far making a direct amends to those people he has harmed. I do however think that Michael offers us a valid insight when he reminds us that M was groomed for this position from a young age. This really and truly was the Rawats Family Business playing God. He does not know anything about working for a living, having to earn money ect. The prospect of looseing the geese that lay the golden eggs must be very threatening to him. So no wonder he resists it he is afraid he might have to grow up and become a man. For someone who has never had to lift a finger his whole life the prospect of having to do that is not very attractive. Aint it a bitch being rich?

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 00:13:30 (GMT)
From: Interesting DPGAJ
Email: None
To: DeProGram Anand Ji
Subject: Compassion or condemnation?
Message:

Had to look this up but I think it is apropos:

Condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses.

Carl Gustav Jung

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 00:33:48 (GMT)
From: Marianne
Email: None
To: Interesting DPGAJ
Subject: I feel quite liberated, thank you
Message:

In this case, I feel quite liberated by condemning someone who oppresses others.

Easy to disagree when you're posting anonymously, premie whoeveryouare.

Marianne

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 18:12:50 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: DeProGram Anand Ji
Subject: was it Dante's Inferno?
Message:

Paradise Lost?
If God and the Devil had to exchange places each would assume each other's role
I agree to a point. but I'm not there so I can only speculate and that is something I hate really is hypothetical thinking. It has it's place of course. so, I would NOT hold on. I'd invest cut some losses, get out of dodge maybe got to Australia and GIVE IT UP. I cannot imagine why M holds on. That is the one most baffling aspect of this whole bizarre play is why he continues.
Greed?

oh oh. He isn't really God is he? no never mind I'm just still disoriented from the rain.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 17:00:09 (GMT)
From: carol
Email: None
To: DeProGram Anand Ji
Subject: Higher up the ladder/harder the fall
Message:

Didn't M use that in satsang once during the 'fear' period?

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 14:59:15 (GMT)
From: gerry
Email: None
To: DeProGram Anand Ji
Subject: Oh please, gag me with a spoon, dude
Message:

Jesus F christ I could get through about three sentences of this pablum before I hurled all over my keyboard.

 

give me a fucking break, programmed anandgee

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 04:18:59 (GMT)
From: Roger eDrek
Email: drek@oz.net
To: Marianne
Subject: Marianne, obviously you haven't seen this yet
Message:

Dead Man Walking - the Sold Out World Premiere Opera at the San Francisco Opera.

I swear to god that after you see this opera with John Travolta putting song and dance to the Sean Penn role you will embrace, endorse and subscribe to the death penalty in any form or fashion regardless of the cruelty. Just when you thought it was safe to go to the opera again they had to do Dead Man Walking. What was Andrew Lloyd Webber thinking? And it's all in Italian!

Am I off the main topic here? Nevermind...

Since I really don't want this to be about me I'm going to keep it short and sweet. Earlier today without fanfare or notice I removed from Roger's House of Maharaji Drek all references to Michael Dettmers. And I would like to extend my apologies, respect, and appreciation to Michael Dettmers for his contributions to the Forum of Ex-Premies.

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 08:58:50 (GMT)
From: janet
Email: None
To: Roger eDrek and friends
Subject: remember-Travolta is a top “$”cientologist
Message:

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 22:00:22 (GMT)
From: Ana T
Email: None
To: Roger eDrek
Subject: Thanks Roger and a sub-note to Michael
Message:

Thanks Roger... (for removing the Michael Dettmers references)

And to Michael... sorry about all that back then ... in my quest for Nellie's watch. One would think the former Lord of the Universe would simply have answered my query as to where the jewelry went so I and prevented a prolonged OCD search on coporate shenanigans. I'm through with that now.

Ana T

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 13:16:40 (GMT)
From: Michael Dettmers
Email: dettmers@gylanix.com
To: Roger eDrek
Subject: Marianne, obviously you haven't seen this yet
Message:

Thank you Roger.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 20:26:56 (GMT)
From: Roger eDrek
Email: drek@oz.net
To: Michael Dettmers
Subject: You are quite welcome. (nt)
Message:

asdf

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 04:26:53 (GMT)
From: Tonette
Email: None
To: Roger eDrek
Subject: Why Roger?
Message:

Why remove what was? Why remove the referance? It's what happened. A part of the history.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:26:51 (GMT)
From: Roger eDrek
Email: drek@oz.net
To: Tonette
Subject: Why Roger?
Message:

I have spent a lot of time thinking about what to do with the 'information' that I had collected and presented about Michael Dettmers. And in lieu of having enough time and energy to edit the expose down to meaningful facts that could be substantiated I opted to simply remove the links from the referring pages.

One of the problems we have as ex-premies with no real resources other than Search Engines on the Internet is the absence of solid information on Maharaji, Elan Vital, and any of the ancillary players.

In fact, as time marches on we can barely put together a history of places and dates of programs. I remember a time when I could vividly recall every program I ever attended - what year, what city, what Maharaji wore, what the stage looked like. And now I don't have a clue. I suppose I have forgotten because ever since I left the shelter of the ashram I have fallen back into the 'Drug Culture' and I can barely tie my own shoes now. But, I digress.

Now, that Michael Dettmers has presented his side of the story I see that much of my story might not have been factually correct and might, in fact, have been mean spirited by attacking someone I did not know nor was I expecting to ever know any better than a 'notorious' figure from the past. It appears to me that Michael Dettmers is a decent human being and a good person regardless of his involvement at whatever level of Maharaji's organization he was engaged at. I know that for myself I would have only been overjoyed had I the same opportunity to 'serve' Maharaji in such a capacity. And, a few times I did have minor opportunities up close with Maharaji and they were enjoyable.

Please remember what the mindset was back then - most of us would do just about anything for Maharaji. Little white lies, expediting cash to avoid excessive taxation so that it could be given to Maharaji. And I am not saying that Michael Dettmers did anything illegal. As Michael pointed out that everyone was very, very careful not to do anything illegal that would reflect poorly on Maharaji. And you do not need to do anything illegal to play games with money. No, it's all codified. All you need is a good specialist. Finally, anybody who had the least bit of involvement at all within the organization understood the importance of the paramount mission to please Maharaji.

And while Michael Dettmers said that early on he saw that Maharaji was not as divine as the masses were led to believe, well, I think that anyone who stuck around well into the 90's like myself heard more and more special stories and saw Maharaji more and more to be like a regular human being. However, Maharaji still had something to offer whatever that was, be it a convincing stage show or an evening of introspective poetry.

Also, it's no big surprise to me that Maharaji smoked grass. I know that we've heard it here from Michael Donner and I'm pretty sure that I heard about it when I lived in Denver as early as the mid 70's.

And I am concerned that Roger eDrek will be accused of preferential revisionism by removing the information on Michael Dettmers, but, again, I have to honestly say that the newer information that we have received from Michael has supplanted my earlier speculation, which I now consider to be cruel and inaccurate.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 14:32:29 (GMT)
From: Susan
Email: None
To: Roger eDrek
Subject: thanks Roger
Message:

I respect what you are doing and saying here. I have found the forum pretty intense lately! A lot going on.

Take care,

Susan

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:31:58 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: Roger eDrek
Subject: Why Roger?
Message:

you mean you changed your mind?

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:35:27 (GMT)
From: Roger eDrek
Email: drek@oz.net
To: Selene
Subject: Why Roger?
Message:

I'm easy.

There's very little I cannot change my mind about.

Hell, one day I might even take down the entire House of Drek down (well, I'll leave Chronicles of the Red Nighty) if Maharaji comes clean. Most people are redeemable. At least I hope so for my own sake.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:37:15 (GMT)
From: Know It All
Email: None
To: Roger eDrek
Subject: Redemption
Message:

Yes, Rawat could obtain redemption (that stuff he said he was giving us) if he gave the Jagdeo victims about $100,000 each. And an apology.

KIA

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:49:01 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: Know It All and Roger
Subject: Redemption
Message:

Changing is part of life.
Even Jugdie if he comes clean and makes amends.
I cannot imagine how he could make amends but he could try at least. A friggin start would be for EV to recognize it happened.

and I can't speak for any of the other writers but I kinda cringe when I see the stuff I wrote for CORN.
It was experimental. and straight from the heart. eessshhh!!!!
of all thing!!

So do what you will with it. unless I catch you making money from it then you'd better give me some.

as if :)

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:54:00 (GMT)
From: Know It All
Email: None
To: Selene
Subject: Selene: the Movie - OT
Message:

I heard that eDrek is negotiating a major motion picture with your name in the title, based on everything in CORN!

KIA

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:55:11 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: Know It All
Subject: of course he is!!! after all don't forget
Message:

It's All About Me.
Don't hate me because I am popular.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:02:27 (GMT)
From: Roger eDrek
Email: drek@oz.net
To: Selene
Subject: I've got Kate Winslett and Leonardo D. signed up
Message:

Oh, it's gonna be goo-oooooood!

Kate will be Lena, of course. And Leonardo will be Red. It's perfect.

Instead of 'Top of the World, Ma' (I never did see Titanic) it will be 'Bhole Shri SatGuruDev Ki Jai!'

The 'film' will end just like Titanic and everybody drowns and gets eaten by huge man-eating sharks when the MegaYacht sinks after arrogant and drunken Captain Rawat heads below to his cabin to sleep it off and he hands the helm over to an inexperienced, but very blissed out premie named Gerry.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:43:52 (GMT)
From: Scott T.
Email: None
To: Roger eDrek
Subject: I've got Kate Winslett and Leonardo D. signed up
Message:

Roger:

Speaking of which, on my 13 hour flight back from Australia in 1998 they showed Titanic. I thought that was extraordinarily bad taste.

--Scott

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 17:29:28 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: Scott T.
Subject: that is awful!
Message:

That would have made me wonder about the entire crew. What a stupid thing to do.

One flight back east they showed some movie, can't remember the name, about a meteor crashing into earth and I thought that was pretty bad taste as well.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:06:44 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: Roger eDrek
Subject: well, ok
Message:

and I never saw Titanic. I refused to. yuck.

although I am guilty of like American Beauty. oh well.
but the M image of the mad captain fits. I always saw him in the Jules Verne (sp) of 20K Under.
ha. Takes on new meaning doesn't it?

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 17:14:07 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: FA
Subject: FA - missing words?
Message:

Not that I care about the above post I made but I do remember at least 5 words that were there when I hit submit that didn't make it to the post.
I know I'm terrible about not proofing my writing here but I am fairly certain about having 'the role of Captain Nemo' before the Jules Verne reference. No biggie I just thought I would mention it because a few others have brought this up before.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:57:17 (GMT)
From: Know It All
Email: None
To: Selene
Subject: of course he is!!! OT
Message:

Were you a fucking cheerleader, Selene?

KIA

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:00:30 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: Know It All
Subject: no not me
Message:

OK.
enough. It's Not About Me after all.
time to put one of those fake logs on the fireplace. It's cold.
57 or something!!
bye = I am NOT gonna talk about my past after babysitting a2 year old for 2 days I don't have to.

No that is not logical and I do not care. and I was NEVER a cheerleader ever.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 14:38:11 (GMT)
From: Jenn
Email: None
To: Selene
Subject: well, I was a cheerleader...ot
Message:

and I loved it. Popularity, boys...

In reality we sat home of friday nights listening to Janis Ian-ha! But we did get to wear short skirts. See, cheerleaders can be naughty, too! :) Just kidding.
Did the two year old go home yet?
Jenn

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Date: Wed, Oct 25, 2000 at 00:01:47 (GMT)
From: a0aji
Email: and_on_anand@yahoo.com
To: Jenn
Subject: well, I was a cheerleader...ot
Message:

Spartans? :)

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 15:39:43 (GMT)
From: Selene
Email: None
To: Jenn
Subject: well, I was a cheerleader...oops
Message:

Sorry Jenn.
Janis Ian? Really?
I wasn't watching him last night, I had been for the last couple days though.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:03:32 (GMT)
From: KIA
Email: None
To: Selene
Subject: Thank Goddess! Nt
Message:

xxxxx

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 05:47:54 (GMT)
From: Roger eDrek
Email: drek@oz.net
To: Know It All
Subject: Redemption = Selling a Yacht or a Plane
Message:

Yes, there are far too many real victims that need real help more than Maharaji needs another 106 foot yacht or $25 million dollar corporate jet. I do believe that Maharaji at this very moment is lacking Gulfstream's latest offering. I'm sure he would like to have it, too.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:50:20 (GMT)
From: Tonette
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: I liked that
Message:

First of all although I like Michael's posts, I don't think Michael has really come clean with what he said, when he said it, how he said it, or why he said it, even when Michael knew the whole spiritual trip was a sham. Michael was Mahahraji's right hand man. Michael perpertuated many of the myths and fallacies about Maharaji that we all endured. Michael is, in large part, due credit for where Maharaji is today. Rich and untouchable. Michael helped build Maharaji's wealth/empire.

Any yet Michael is beyound reproach. He is in no way accountable or responsible. For any of it! Yeah right.

Michael is partly accountable for why this forum exists. He directly helped damage the people one finds here. On this forum one sees many types of people; damaged as in psychologically and emmotionally, confused, hurt people trying to make sense of the ultimate mind fuck, spiritually robbed, and angry to name a few atributes of this forum. Did I miss something? What about the Nuremburgh trials, Watergate, Being charged as an accessory? Is Michael so sweet and innocent? Is he not at all responsible? Is there no accountability on Michael's part? What about having Michael and Maharaji help pay for Steven Quint's hospitalization? How about restitution to some of the families who lost love ones thru Maharaji's cult? Michael was a CEO after all.

If I were Michael I would definately be here trying to smooth over what I had done. Has he really helped brought Maharaji to justice? Would he divulge damaging information about Maharaji, Maharaji's cult, and Michaels part in it without a court order?

But there are those after all......court orders

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 06:18:21 (GMT)
From: Scott T.
Email: None
To: Tonette
Subject: It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood...
Message:

Tonette:

I think Michael has already stated that he regrets his part in Maharaji's little venture. I'm not sure what more one can do, other than what he's doing now. Do you hold Bob Mishler equally accountable? Did you blow raspberriess at Fred Rogers when he said 'Wontcha be my neighbor?'

--Scott

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 14:34:02 (GMT)
From: Susan
Email: None
To: Scott T.
Subject: :) Scott love your posts lately! (nt)
Message:

nt

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 19:16:10 (GMT)
From: Scott T.
Email: None
To: Susan
Subject: :) Scott love your posts lately! (nt)
Message:

Susan:

Thanks. I seem to be finding my own voice after having been overshadowed by some luminaries in a PhD program for a number of years. I'm currently writing some article proposals and thinking seriously about a book proposal, so my brain cells are also undergoing some creative drill instruction. The electoral mess has really grabbed my attention too. A lot of talk about the voters having lost faith in politicians, but I'm thinking there's a case to be made that politicians have lost faith in the voters too.

--Scott

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 19:41:05 (GMT)
From: a0aji
Email: None
To: Scott T.
Subject: :) Scott love your posts lately! (yes text)
Message:

Your thinking is good. Continue.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 21:05:48 (GMT)
From: Scott T.
Email: None
To: a0aji
Subject: Don't call us Shirley.
Message:

a0aji:

I've heard from a number of people who feel that the primary reason we don't yet have universal national health care in this country is that politicians have been dissuaded by the big money of the insurance industry. The fact is that there's plenty of support for universal health care in the legislature. (I have the NPAT surveys to prove it.) The reason it's not being proposed is that these legislators *believe* that voters will punish them should they make any proposal that enhances the power of government, or that moves in any direction very quickly. While voters indicate around 70% support for a Canadian style healthcare system, this support is a mile wide and an inch deep. So, basically, these legislators have made an accurate assessment of the situation. There appear to be very few legislators of sufficient calibre to turn the tables and 'elect' their constituency (since Pat Moynihan is retiring).

There is no 'perfect' democracy that will allow an electorate composed of children to sustain effective and fair government while maintaining a set of inconsistent demands. No finance reform or electoral reform will 'solve' the problem, because it is improperly defined as a wrongful distribution of power. The distribution of power is, rather, a *result* of the level and distribution of wisdom, which is not so much a matter of education as undisciplined expectations, or perhaps a lack of discursive depth.

We are looking for the wrong kind of leader, and the wrong sort of reform. We are at an impasse that won't be relieved until we begin to address the problem appropriately.

Although I hate to admit it the same may be true with regard to this infection of shoddy religious leaders. If you have a population that expects to be 'cared for' then they will find leaders who at least appear to fulfill their expectations, and there will be plenty of leaders willing to exploit the situation. This isn't to say that we don't need leadership, because leaders can help to clarify an otherwise incoherent situation. But we've got to change our standards and expectations. We should suppress the fiction that we're independent agents in the universe, while recognizing that 'getting along' is a lot more difficult than it seems. There is no magical leadership that can relieve us of the responsibilities of acting consistently on these insights.

In the mean time we probably need to focus on establishing the right institutions, rather than the correct statutes, laws, and porcedures. And these institutions need to be on a 'human scale,' regardless of their purity of principle.

So, I have a $10,000 bill in my pocket. Does anyone have bus change?

--Scott

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 21:17:37 (GMT)
From: a0aji
Email: None
To: Scott T.
Subject: hehe -nt- (was: Don't call us Shirley.)
Message:

nt

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 04:17:21 (GMT)
From: bill
Email: None
To: Tonette
Subject: I liked that
Message:

tonette, You are just going to have to go through the inactive index and the recent archives and review the M Dettmers posts your self.

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:25:06 (GMT)
From: Jim
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: Right on the money, Marianne -- literally (nt)
Message:

ffffff

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:22:42 (GMT)
From: Susan
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: eloquent, incredible Marianne (nt)
Message:

nt

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:10:05 (GMT)
From: Cynthia
Email: None
To: Marianne
Subject: Definitely Condemnation
Message:

Wow Marianne,

Really. Everything you said so well and with so much passion hits me right in the heart.

I condemn him too. No doubts about that.

Thank you so much,
Cynthia

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Date: Tues, Oct 24, 2000 at 03:46:29 (GMT)
From: Marianne
Email: MarianneDB@aol.com
To: Cynthia, Jim, Susan
Subject: Thanks
Message:

Thank you for your responses. This post has been percolating in the back of my mind for several weeks. Nothing like focusing on truly trying to save someone's life to make these issues crystal clear.

Cynthia, thanks for your post about autumn. I grew up in upstate New York, outside Rochester, and I miss the fall terribly! Nice to hear from you.

Marianne

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